it can still be.

It's been well over a year since my last entry.

I have changed, for the better in my opinion, i have a more realistic approach on people, the world, my future, music, everything in life i love, and everything in life i hate.

And i am happy.

Although the chances of anyone reading this are extremely slim, it's nice to write words down, i've always done it on my phone, on pieces of paper, but then there becomes to many of these little notes that they lose meaning, or i forget. This is more permanent, and i can read back on these blogs this time next year, and have more of an understanding of my past such to say.

I just wanted to write about the last 3 weeks of my life. Whether it was something that was meant to be or not, i would say the definition of perfection has been the last 3 weeks, in each and every single way. I won't say much, but as i lie on my bed just finished watching (500) days of summer, and currently listening to mumm-ra as the credits roll on the tip of my mind i am still thinking about you, about every single smile, every kiss we shared, every laugh, every morning we woke up together, every time we had to say goodbye, every private joke, every hug. I love us. That's all i have to say for now.

When the time is right, or when i feel i need to i will write another blog.

Jamie.